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Thursday, December 29th, 2005
2:52 pm	my 12 days of christmas The Twelve Days of Christmas for divinedelphi: Day # Who? What they got you 1st blaze_rocket syphillis 2nd blaze_rocket a TiVo full of porn 3rd blaze_rocket a pubic hair trimmer 4th blaze_rocket A lite brite with a dirty message inscribed 5th carlhungus a fishnet body stocking 6th blaze_rocket syphillis 7th carlhungus A forty pronged whip for lashing all of your friends 8th carlhungus LED christmas anal beads 9th carlhungus a fitted corset made of cling wrap 10th blaze_rocket A tape of you showering which they filmed without your knowledge 11th blaze_rocket a visitor from an escort service 12th blaze_rocket a rainbow wig doused in pheromones Take this Quiz at QuizUniverse.com ( or, take the 'clean' version at QuizGalaxy.com ) Syphilis! SYPHILIS!!! YAY! (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Friday, August 19th, 2005
12:09 am	Loooooooong time no post. What can I say this time of year is depressing me. Back to school for all my friends means moving out and into dorms and apartments, for me it means paying $50 bucks a week to live at home and to still be expected to do chores like I'm a kid. This is beyond fucked up now, I'd move out but I really can't afford to it isn't easy to come by cheap rental property I'd actually live in, it isn't that I'm pick but some of the low rent housing in the area has a high crime rate and I really can't afford to replace any of my crap, or groceries or heat or internet or AC or any of the many medications I'm on, let alone my comic addiction or gas prices, godess forbid anything happen to my car. Also more than the desire to move out is my crushing desire to not only not take on more hours at Crackerbarrel, but to be able to afford to quit there all together. And home isn't that bad my dad wanted me to pay 75 a week, but my mom talked him down to 50 if I do house work for her. She needs more help because my younger sister is going to U of I and will be in a dorm, three hours from home . . . she is my father's favorite. He doesn't even bother trying to hide it, it is a fucking double standard. I spent 35 on a tattoo of a scorpion like a year ago and I pay rent and had my college fund revolked. Samantha (my sister) has dad buy her a nice new car saying she'll pay him back for it. After the car is bought and paid for she changes her mind, never mind daddy I'll buy a nicer one when i graduate but I'll use this one for now. Is she yelled at? No. Did dad make her pay for the car? No, I had to pay for my fucking car and I didn't even get to pick it out, my mom and dad did. I had zero say in the matter. Dad just shrughs and says, well sam doesn't want the car. WTF?!?! He hates me, I was never enough of a tom-boy I never completely worshiped the ground he waled on, YOU KNOW WHAT DAD? When I was ten I stopped believing that adults knew everything. I seriously doubt you'll ever remember what happened then, you seemed to have conviently blocked out most of what you did to us as kids. Well I remember and Sam remembers, yep precious Sam agrees with me and if you don't straighten out and realize I'm not shit, or the ban of your existance I will find out how long the shelf life on child abuse cases are and I'll get my college fund back the hard way you Jackass! *long slow breaths* This wasn't supposed to be an I hate my dad rant, I do hate him quite a lot lately but I just wanted to say life isn't great right now but I'll pull through. I keep chanting What doesn't kill us . . .but a little voice in my head keeps changing 'only makes us stronger' into 'only postpones the enivatable'. I don't understand my will to live, at this point I swear it is sheer hate and the will to prove I'm so much better than he'll ever give me credit for being keeping me from finding a really tall bridge and jumping, well that and Illinois is a pretty flat state. All and all life sucks, but in a bad way. Current Mood: f#ck*ng pissed off! (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, July 25th, 2005
11:31 pm	This one is right-ish. kinda wish i were a girl though, oh well and finally Yes a girl can want to be Han, he's fun and good in tough spots. (Comment on this)
11:16 pm	wrong . .. wrong . . .let's try again grr got Padme again, . . . and again ohh better at least this one can stand up for her self, also she gets Han! this one is just priceless MY SKIN IS FINE! HELL IT IS GREAT, ASK CARL! (Comment on this)
Thursday, July 14th, 2005
10:58 pm	Today in a nutshell So up early to drag SAFE kids (summercamp) to the museum of science and industry. I had three kids, so not so bad really but Mrs. Lingle's kids joind my group, and the Franks kids wanted to be with me and soon 20 kids are all telling me stuff and asking where we are going next. I swear to god I am not a people or kid person, but for some reason they are attracted to me like magnets. So we get back, and I manged to neither loose my brain or any kids, yay me. We are getting snack out and CJ spills bright red punch all over my new 40 dollar pants *cries* I SWEAR TO GOD IF HE HADN'T OF CRIED I WOULD HAVE KILLED HIM, I didn't but god I wanted too. I then went to my aunt betties and cleaned her apartment for her and then had dinner and cleaned more. We're not done but i doubt we ever will be, oh well the job will last this way. Oh yes so out of order signs all over the science museum, lol also I snuck my kids into the body worlds exhibit on my membership pass! I felt so proud till we got yelled at, oh well the kids liked it. In other news I am now keeping a dream journal, I found my old dream journal from 2003 and I am now playing ketchup, also this time I'm a lot less chicken shit and when I have a sex dream I am writting it down in full detail, none of this "and then stuff happened" I want to relish those parts, and fuck younger me for not writting them down! Yeah so that is all tonight, caio. Current Mood: fun? i think so Current Music: Mr. Roboto!!!! (Comment on this)
Wednesday, July 13th, 2005
12:17 pm	Zodiac pt. 2, and other stuff Ruling planet and its effect: Both Mars and Pluto rule the zodiac sign of scorpio, so anyone whose birth chart has a strong scorpio influence (ie me) will tend to have two drives (see I have two too, sleep and sex, not necessilary in that order)-one influence by the batteling energy of Mars and the other by the hidden debths of Pluto. In astrology, Mars is the planet of agression and Pluto is the planet of magnetic forces. Scorpionic lucky connections: colors: deep red, blue green (yep I look good in those colors) plants: cactus, ivy, oak (i have cacti that is all i can keep, i want an ivy tatto, and my dad planted 7 oak trees the year I was born, there is irony) Gemstones: ruby, turquoise ( . . . ok I can see it but I still prefer Opals to everything including diamonds) Metals: iron, steel (cold and hard, yep totally me) Tarot card: Death (oh the irony) Animals: wolf, lizard (I had a chinese water dragon, it was turquoise) The Scorpionic look: (I'm just writting what I like and or is accurate ie I don't have a thick neck, or a wide face) ~strongly built body of petite to middle stature ~gennerally slender ~intense eyes People who exhibits the physical characteristics distinctive of the sign of Scorpio haveeyes that look at the world with almost hypnotic intensity. Eye color and shape vary widely, but if someone looks at you with a deep penertation stare it is a sign the person is strongly influenced by Scoripo. Tomorrow females specifically, since surprise, I am one. lol. On a side not Andrew and I have started the Book together, we had a ton of fun with the first few pages of general info. We both plan to be cremated, he wants to be shot out of a canno, I want 50% of my ashes to go to a black hole, and the other 50% to go to 90 mile beach in New Zealand. Our lasting regret will be that we didn't live longer, and for our epitaph we want, "Now we really do belive that you were sick." Too appropiate for me but funny none the less. Day one we did together a while ago, and day two we are dating eachother so ignore it. So day three, trowing ou something we like. I threw out 30 bottles and some good spiced rum he threw out a good guitar pic. Tomorrow the world, literally, lol. Current Mood: shit yeah! Current Music: Ramones (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, July 12th, 2005
9:33 am	Zodiac, and its affects on me So last night while iming with Andrew he informed me I was neglecting my livejournal and I was so I decided to update it. So now what to update it with? Well the next thing Andrew and I talked about was the Zodiac so I figured what the hell I'll look at my and Andrews signs. So I started to look at mine and then I wanted to analyze how close I am to it so here is goes. First all information was taken from "The Little Giant Encyclopedia ot the Zodiac" p.156-175. Scorpio the scorpion, October 23-November 21. (With a birthday on October 29 I think it is easy to see I fall into this category.) The eight sign of the zodiac, scorpio, is concerned with the following, let's see if I am too: ~Birth, life, death, sex, and sensuality (yes that is me) ~Passion, pushing the boundaries of discovery (yes again) ~Regeneration, transformation, and metamorphisis (regeneration . . maybe, the rest yes) ~Finance, investments, inheritance, and wills (hey money is important, that is a yes) ~Hidden matters, secrets, taboos, and magic (hell yes) ~Collective unconsious, defence systems (I watch how others handel situations, so yes?) ~Social revolution, reform, and change (save our planet RRR! Yes I'm all for change!) (so far so many yeses, apparently the zodiac works or I'm a freak of nature, neither would really surprise me though) Elemental Quality: Scorpio is the fixed water sign of the zodiac. It can be likened to still waters that run deep. The rentless power of water to penetrate and transfor even the hardest rock is an execlente metaphor through which to understand the driving passion of the Scorpionic personality. Just like stalagtights and stalagmights cannot be pervented from growing, a Scorpio cannot be easily deflected from its purpose. (Is it just me or it this a nice way of saying I'm stubborn as all hell? I mean it is true but why glossy it up. Just say it, Scorpios like water when set on a path witll destroy anything in there way, now was that too hard to say? I think not.) Spiritual Goal: To learn the meaning of selfless love. (Umm seriously? Well my spiritual goal is for enlightment, maybe even Nirvana, but selfless love. That is the power to let go of someone you love because thy are happier with someone else, yeah like that is ever gonna happen. Not my goal. So this one is my first No.) Personality Traits: (Since I want to get to the grit first, let's do the negative first ok?) ~Self-destructive (occasionally, so yes) ~Ruthless (yes, but only with . . . everyone) ~Overbearing (ok that ones not true, except with my sisters but my way is usually better) ~Suspicious (i prefer to think of it as being weary, but yes) ~Jealous (well everyone is jealous, see this one is just stupid, and yes) ~Possesive (of course I'm possesive, when something is mine, it is mine, duh) ~Dangerous (to myself and others, lol, but danger is fun and is such an adrenaline rush) ~Quick tempered (people call it PMS but sure it could just be all females are scorpios) ~Obstinate (Hey now . . . yes grrr) ~Moody (this may be the PMS, but I'll admit it I have moods, don't like it? avodiance!) ~Sadistic (oh god yes) ~Insulting (do I need to point out my own comments, think of what i say about others) ~Secretive (yes) ~Intolerant (no shit, I'll try to be nicer if you're less annoying) ~Cunning (why thak you, and that isn't a bad thing) ~Vindictive (yes, yes I am *smiles wickedly*) (ok so lots more yeses, but not all of those were really bad, at least I don't think so, so let's move on to the good shall we?) ~Self critical ~Penetrating ~Investigative ~Passionatly caring ~Protective ~Tenacious ~Magnetic ~Dynamic ~Probing ~Emotional ~Sensual ~Compassionate ~Concerned ~Unshockable ~Intense ~Understands failings (in others) (First, wtf a lot of those seem like repeates to me but all that bad ones were different. Secondly self critical isn't always a good thing, thirdly that will be 16 yeses. So far I'm a text book scorpio I guess. Coincidence, quite possibly.) Secret Scorpio: Inside anyone with strong scorpionic influences is a person who is intractable and impenetrable, so the secret scorpio usually remains a secret (as well they should!) All true scorpios like to keep their ture nature as hidden as possible. Astrolocically Scorpios are said to be at one of three stages of eveloution. A Stage one Scorpio exercises power through emotion and instinct. The symbol is a scorpion more likely to sting itself than others. A stage two scorpio exercises its power through the intellect. It is symbolized by a golden eagle, a bird which can fly higher than anyother.(yeah and the higher you are the further you fall) The final stage exercises its power through love and is represented by the dove of peace. (a totally worthless bird, yay evolution) Ok I have to go to work more later, reminder to self I left off on Ruling planets and their effects. Current Mood: amused Current Music: Classical (5 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, May 29th, 2005
11:23 pm	my sister's grad party so sorry but i'm drunk off my ass my hand got cut up cleaning dog it hurts i got lime from the tequila shots in it and salt also basically in a little bit of pain so summary of liquer: 2 mikes hard lemonaides, 3 O3 biccardis, 2.5 tequlia shots, 1 long island ice tea, and one Dorado so i'm beyond smashed and need to go sleep it off by all means do. (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Monday, May 16th, 2005
11:12 pm	Too Comfortable Oh god so tired just a reminder to post the kirk story later. (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Sunday, April 10th, 2005
12:48 am	Shocker I am 79% Asshole/Bitch. I am one of those people that love to hear the sound of their voice. That and my lousy attitude make for a mixture as toxic next-day-mexican-dinner-ass-drip. Take the Asshole/Bitch Test @ FualiDotCom there is a real shocker . . . *sarcasm, moron* (Comment on this)
Tuesday, April 5th, 2005
9:40 pm	Ok attack of the quizes! umm no (Comment on this)
Sunday, April 3rd, 2005
7:05 am	I worked and a little part of happy me died. Life suxs. ok so i got 1hr and 45 mins of sleep last night, so i take a nap today right? My own fault, I couldn't sleep. so my mom comes down stairs to ask what is going on, dad does also . . . twice, and stacy looses a phone so it rings for 20 minutes straight and now my momther won't shut up I want to talk with peps online and blow off the last of my homework in a happy way. SCREW EVERYONE ELSE. I blew off Jeff today, I feel bad but I' not in a people who iritate me I will tolerate mood, so there! Current Mood: Royally Pissed, Queen Bitch (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Thursday, March 31st, 2005
9:52 am	Survey I Got In The Mail X= Done it (X) Been drunk (so says the alarm clock I tied to a shower head) (X) Kissed a member of the opposite sex (same sex too!) ( ) Crashed a friend's car ( ) Been to Japan (nope but I've been to New Zealand which is almost as far) (X) Ridden in a taxi ( ) Been in love ( ) Been dumped (I do the dumpings) ( ) Been fired (I also do the quitting) (X) Been in a fist fight (kinda, one sucker punch and she went lights out) (X) Snuck out of my parent's house (I didn't go very far or for very long but I did it, lol) (X) Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back ( ) Been arrested/Went to Juvi ( ) Made out with a total stranger (X) Stole something from my job (Who hasn't taken a pen or a paper clip?) ( ) Celebrated New Years in Times Square (X) Gone on a blind date (X) Lied to a friend (white lise real lies you name it, hell I could be lying right now) ( ) Celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans ( ) Slept with a co-worker (X) Cut myself on purpose ( ) Been married ( ) Gotten a divorce ( ) Had children ( ) Seen someone die ( ) Been to Africa (X) Slapped someone I loved (X) Driven over 400 miles to attend a show/festival/fetish (X) Been to Canada (X) Been to Mexico (X) Been to Europe (X) Been on a plane (X) Seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show (heheh) ( ) Thrown up in a bar (X) Purposefully set a part of myself on fire (X) Eaten Sushi (yummy) (X) Been snowboarding (I have my own board) (X) Been wakeboarding (Yeppers and I own two jet skiis too) ( ) Met someone in person from the internet ( ) Been moshing at a concert (X) Had real feelings for someone you knew only online (X) Taken partially nude/nude photos of yourself (um, let's chalk that up to boredom) ( ) Been pregnant or got someone pregnant ( ) Lost a child (X) Gone to college ( ) Graduated College (X) Taken painkillers (lol, what a dumb question not only is asprin a painkiller but I have hydrocodine in my bathroom for kidney stones!) (X) Intentionally burned myself (I lit my self on fire, wtf did you think happened? Oh and to see if things are hot I touch them)) (X) Love someone/miss somone right now (X) Eaten something that wasn't dead yet (seven spiders a year at going on 20 is . . . 140 spiders) (X) Ridden on the outside of a moving vehicle (boats, jet skis, snowmobeils, cars, a semi, and a fork lift . . .of a dirt bike too) (X) Gotten a concussion (sledding, long story short big ass pole in the middle of the hill and I managed to hit it dead on) ( ) Been in love with a friend's bf/gf (never been in love) (X) Stolen a friend's bf/gf (boredom, what can I say I'm a bitch) (X) Been electrocuted (christmas tree lights, electrical socket . . . do I really need to say more?) (X) Had a movie marathon (?) Still hold your V-Card (if virgin card yes, if something else I don't understand then no, oral sex has the word sex in it, you figure it out) 33/34 out of 56, not bad or really bad or so-so? Current Mood: cranky Current Music: none I'm at work (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, February 21st, 2005
3:34 pm	A moment of silence. I was just informed of the death of a truely great man today. Hunter S. Tompson has passed away. Today's will be devoted to a moment of drug induced silence for him, which I'm sure he would have wanted. (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, February 14th, 2005
10:59 pm	Fucking A !! So this past weekend totally kicked ass. Thursday was hard cause, I kept counting down the seconds till I could go home and pack for my trip to Purdue University to visit Andrew!! So I hand in my paper on urban legends, I blew off the sex based one I wanted to write because it got to be way too long and I couldn't do it the way I wanted to. God it was funny, any ways I wrote the paper on Inez Clarke, if you want to read about her do a search and include the words Graceland Cemetary. She is one freaky kid. Anyways I get out of class and run home to pack. Here is what I brought for a weekend of fun in Purdue, Indiana. In the actual order I packed them to the best of my recolection. 1. Food. Sea salt and vinegar chips, doritoes, ruffles, tostidoes, sesamie sead chips,(I can't spell any of those) salsa, french onion dip(see the french are good for some things), port wine cheese, crakers, dr. pepper, mountain dew, milk, cookies, crush or sunkist, apple juice, and oreo cookies(they didn't make it to the college though, sorry Andrew it was a long trip). 2. Movies. Kill Bill 1 & 2, Office Space, Spiderman 2, and Pulpfiction. An execlent collection if I do say so my self, although Andrew already had Pulpfoction but having two around is just coolies. 3. My sexiest underwear . . .hey Andrew what did you think of the blue nighty? Your room mate seemed to like it a lot, lol. 3. Kamasutra kit, everything in there is edible but that doesn't mean it tastes good. FYI The mint crap makes your tounge numb, so I don't recomend it. Oh I should have put that on my nipples, lol) 4. Clothes, funky stuff. All thongs and cool outfits . . . oh and aparently my yoga outfit looks like a one piece jumpsuit. Weither or not it is a good thing I am not sure, but skin tight is good on a nice body, lol. That muck I do know. 5. Sleeping bag. Pillows, the feater pillow and the aeronautic pillow, which I need to get one for Andrew because he seemed to like it a lot. God that pillow is fantastic though. I want the body pillows they make out of that stuff but they are like 50 bucks. 6. Homework crap I didn't even touch, yay me. 7. Power Book G4 lap top, a hundred dollars 5 tens and 50 ones, lol. That was fun to ask for at the bank, lol. 8. Bathroom gear and hair stuff. U know girly products. So I loaded all that crap into my car. Printed out a map of where I was supposed to go and got a copy of Andrew's dorm number and off I was. The driving was fine till I was about an hour from my house. I was supposed to take 90 to 294, god knows what I did but I found my self headed to St. Louis. Well I knew that was wrong so I find a way to get back on track. I make it to 80 and breath a sigh of relief, about 6 dollars later. Fuck Illinois! Why the fuck did we double the tolls so that they are a dollar in a buch of places and 80 cents everywhere else. You know the tolls were only instated to pay off the roads. They have been paid off for years but Illinois must like the revenue, fucking Dan Ryan. I have no idea what they do with the cash, I'd like to believe it is for matinence, but I was on those roads. Lots of road work signs and delays but no actual workers out there so I'm confused. Anyways I hit two delays, one around Chicago somewhere, big accident. The other was at like 7:30pm in the middle of nowhere Indiana on 65. Some semi rolled over due to high winds, or some such. The back held so it didn't spill all over or anything but it covered both lanes so they couldn't let traffic by. Andrew and my mother both call me, worried where I am, Andrew was expecting me and I promised I'd call home the second I got down there. I finally make it to Purdue, apparently girls are better with directions because Andrew told me Spencer, Tom, and Gram all got very lost on there way out. I only got a little confused as to why the only clue there was a town around was one busy intersection. YAY ME! So Andrew guides me by cell phone directly to outside his dorm. We unload my car once all my junk is filling up his room I clean his room. He was so cute, telling me to stop and that I didn't have to do that. I like to clean, seriously and he has to admit that I got him a lot more room in his top closet and everything was just neater after I was done, lol. So one of the many goal of this trip was just some me and Andrew quality time. Mostly cause Tom for more than a day is dangerous. And Spencer gets weird after a little bit of time so Andrew and I had some fun IMing Spencer. After we got bored of that we messed around on the internet for a bit. Andrew on a funny college board, and me on MORP. Andrew saw something about 'cutting a dog' in my post and freaked out. Apparently he thought I killed our dog Wyatt. He missed the part about dog hair. Lol, that was pretty funny. After that we watched a few episodes of Venture Brothers. That show is fucking haliraous. It isn't over rated or anything you just have to under stand the spoofs and stuff. Like the Fantastic Four one with a sue who could only turn her skin invisible and the human torch who screamed in pain while he was on fire, lol. I mean it is just brilliant. Even the easy rider spoof was good. Killing the boys on the bike but still fitting the hair cut remark in, absolutely priceless. And Dr. Girlfriend . . . lol, that 'he'r is sooo funny. Totally hot, but the deep voice of a man keeps her fitting in. And Phantomlimb, ohh Dr, Girlfriend's outfit with Phantomlimb was great. Now I don't know if I want that outfit or the reverse X that the White Queen wears. After that we went to bed. That night I got the room mates bed, he was gone and let me tell you those beds are tiny. I slept in a sleeping bag on the room mates bed cause apparently this fuck up doesn't wash his sheets. Sick freak, he claims he washes him self first, but I saw first hand him sleep in his clothes very drunk on the bed, so he is lying for sure. I will write up the rest tomorrow but it is 12:03 and I have class tomorrow. How I woke up is funny, and I will share, oh and note to self Amys comments on my new percing as well as Laura's comments. Current Mood: Fucking A Current Music: Hives, Devo, and Dead Kennedys, the Clash (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, December 28th, 2004
8:32 pm	Which Guilty Gear X character are you? I don't play this game but whatever. (Comment on this)
Sunday, December 19th, 2004
6:08 pm	My life is rated NC-17. What is your life rated? I didn't even lie on this quiz, I figured I'd may be get an R but NC-17? I think this test is a little off. What can I say about today, work sucks, I hate my life, and I live at home in my parents basement. Where is the NC-17?!? Current Mood: does this look like restless? Current Music: Time After Time, INOJ (Comment on this)
Wednesday, December 15th, 2004
9:15 pm	Fun . . . is it ok to have fun now? Last final is over, I don't think that sacrifice is gonna work out but a B could be concievable, hopefully. Okay be happy, school is over for a month. So good stuff. I finished all the manga that Kathy let me borrow. I really can't afford a new addiction right now but it is too late *sigh*. I finished Wicked finally. Oh my goodness it was a good book. The was even some sex in it, wow was I surprised. I gotta say the thought of the Wicked Witch of the West getting some makes me hopeful. *snigger* Anyways the book is written wonderfully and I cried for like an hour when Dorthy kills the witch. The book really goes into what makes us evil and we learn how evil the wizard really is. Poor Elsie she isn't what her parent are looking for in a child. They make it very obvious to her and she ends up seeking approval the rest of her life because her parents never gave her any. Now who is going to give her approval? She looks strange, green as 'sin', and her personality is abrasive at best. She has no people skills but it isn't her fault. Glinda and her could have been true friends but in the end Elsie flees from kin and kith so there goes that. ANd besides I never liked Glinda, not even in the movie the WIzard of Oz. I mean come on some 'all powerful being of good' who can take care of some witch? Glinda in the movie - had the answers all along and played mind games. Glinda in the book - far reaching socalite who accidentally ends up with the wicked witch of the west, she has skill in sorcery but no real brains. AND FOR CHRIST'S SAKE PINK ISN'T GOOD, IT IS EVIL!!!!! Black is modest and slimming, so she can go stick that "lovely salmon creation" where the sun don't shine. And with how evil the wizard is I am happy he found out in the end that Elsie was his daughter. And he deserved worse. I hope the air balloon burst into flame and killed him. Nessie was a tragic characher constantly trying to make up for her disfigurement by being strong and independent. She held munchkinland together through sheer will. Yes she was a religious fanatic but nobody is perfect. Fiero . . . where is my own Fiero, huh? I'd settle for a married guy who makes me happy for a small time better than this weird feeling I've been experiencing around men lately. The only way I can describe it is dis-intrest. Oh well. Fiero meant well and did understand and sympathize with her cause but she told him not to go back to her home. Sh said they might have found her out. So just like a man he goes out to where she said not to and gets him self killed. I kinda hope he would be the scarecrow in the end too, but I knew it couldn't be . . . could it? Ah well we'll never know. Dorthy was an instrument, and a mirror for Elsie. She saw her self in Dorthy, and if Dorthy hadn't accidently killed her I think she would have died from the stress. The only true victium in that story was . . . I was gonna say her son, but that moron climbed into the well on his own . . .the girl, Princess Nab. Fiero's daughter. She was a completely inocent character and poor Elsie never got her safe. In fact Elsie had a chance but she passed it up, she could have saved the Horse on the way to find Dorthy but she passed those chances up too. I think that was the first truely evil thing she did. Dorthy and her crew doesn't even count, by then Elsie was so off her rocker I don't think she was even sane anymore. Ok rant over. Blaze sent me the musical's soundtrack. I can tell the plots aren't identical but still it sounds soo good! My mother and I are buying ticketts (the expensive ones!) when the box office open's on friday. I kinda wish Blaze could come see it, oh well. Anyways, it was the best Christmas gift I got as of yet. Current Mood: Finals Over Current Music: Wicked of course (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Wednesday, November 17th, 2004
8:48 pm	Goals Some fun things I want to do: 1) Go to the air port and find someone sitting waiting for a plane. Stand in front of them and just stare at them till they look up at me. When they do I'll say in a serious and calm voice, "Don't get on the plane." And then quickly dissapear into the crowd. (I'll have to wait for 9/11 security to die down so this one might be a while.) 2)Go into a bank and nudge the person in front of me when they look back at me I'll pull on some gloves and say, "Now would be a good time to leave." or instead of gloves I'll take out a pice of paper and ask them, "How you spell: Blow your fucking brains out?" (Once again this one can get me in a lot of trouble too so I'll have to wait on it.) 3)(This one I just want to watch, cause I think only a guy can really pull it off.) Have a guy walk up to a girl at a club and ask her, "Are you walking out to your car alone later tonight." She look at him weird and he'll say, "Cause I'll be watching you from over at the bar." 4)Retrieve the mail from the mail box naked or in see-through underwear every morning (This includes rainy and freezing cold days). 5)Keep hand cuffs in my glove box with a tube of KY lub, and make sure to pull it out any time an officer needs to see my veichle registration. Flirt shamelessly with them weither they are male or female. 6)To always head out to my garden when the neighbors are all takeing care of theirs and cut all the flowers off the stems of the 'flowers' and to cultivate the 'weeds'. 7)Dance nakked once a week in my house late at night with all the lights on and the shades up, preferably to Frank Sinatra. 8)Ask people what sex they are and laugh hysterically when they answer. 9)To always write in the memo field of my checks, 'for sexual favors'. 10)When I see someone smokeing take the ciagrette from their mouths and cut the filters off and return it to them saying, "Here, it'll be faster this way." 11)Sing along to lewd lyrics on my iPod durring old lady hours at the super market. 12)Wear bright blue striped hair to church with fishnets, and lots of body percings. 13)Change complete outfits at stop lights and wave cheerifully at anybody staring dumbfoundly at me. If it is a guy I'm putting up a sex help hotline, I'm sure he'll think it is my number. 14)Put a garbage can on my desk and label it 'in'. 15)Sit in my car and wearing sunglasses aim a hair dryer at passing cars and keep track of their reactions; slow down? stop? give me the finger? 16)Page my self over the intercom at work and not disguise my voice. 17)Put decafe in the coffee maker. Once everyone is no longer addicted to cafine switch to expresso. 18)End all of my sentences with "In accordance with prophecy." 19)Either wear thongs or no underwear at all . . . or just no underwear, yea no underwear. 20)Find an excuse to show everyone my tatoo that is about three inches north of an innapropiate area. 21)Specify that my drive through order is 'to go'. or fuck with the people in the drive through when ever possible. 22)Sing along at the opera. 23)Put mosquito netting around my desk and play jungle music all the time. 24)Wear every possible floatation device to the YMCA and play the music from JAWS before getting in. 25)Have people adress me by my Role Playing name only. 26)When money comes out of the ATM scream "I WON I WON!" 27)When I leave the zoo I'll come out screaming, "There loose! There loose! Run for your lives!" 28)Tell my kids on night over dinner that due to the econmy, I will have to let one of them go. Imply who ever helps out around the house the most will be kept. Watch how easy my life gets. please add any other good ideas! Current Mood: goal oriented Current Music: Dispatch, Decorated General (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, October 20th, 2004
10:25 pm	Humm good idea or bad idea . . .u decide. I have added my good friend Andrew to my list of friend on live journal. Please excuse the lack of previous mention of him, he is a nice funny guy who I have decide to trust with a lot. ANDREW IF YOU FUCK UP AND TELL SPENCER OR ANYONE ELSE FOR THAT MATTER I HAVE A SHOT GUN A SHOVEL AND 4 ACRES OF FOREST IN MY BACK YARD NOT TO MENTION MY GRANDMA'S HOUSE . .. . YOU FIGURE OUT WHERE THIS IS HEADED. Current Mood: anxious Current Music: Somewhere Beyond the Sea (1 Comment |Comment on this)